Thursday, May 16, 2013

38 Weeks - I think!

With your first baby, you check the days off of the calendar with nothing else on your mind.  Everything is prepared weeks in advance, and all you have is time.

Your second baby goes by much quicker because you have a toddler running around that you have to take care of.  You still check the days because you're so excited to have another one.

With your third?  Very few pictures, time goes by way too quickly, and before you know have 2 weeks left.

That's where I'm at.  2 weeks left.  If I'm lucky.  I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, which will tell me something about how much longer I may or may not have.  And you know what?  I'm completely conflicted! I would LOVE to not be pregnant anymore, having my back feel better, and finally snuggle this new son of mine.  On the other hand, my mother-in-law doesn't arrive until the 27th and the school I teach for is done on the 29th.  I would like to hold out as long as possible so those 2 deadlines are met.

But I can be conflicted and wish I all want.  He'll come when he's good and ready.

Here's to hanging in there!